Reflection Two - Consistancy

Hehehe wawan...

Feeling that u have learnt manythings....
Feeling that u have had more self confidence...
Feeling that u have experienced more

Yeah that is wawan.
Should I have those feelings? when where and in what circumstances...it's questionable from me and for me too. We have already known that those feelings are difficult to be measured, and relative too.

Let's set up a scenario ... when we are in embarrasing circumstances...for example our boss or our supervisor mocks us because in discussion we are lack of idea or asking some foolish question. At that moment , we'll feel that we are stupid one that haven't learnt anythings. sometimes we would depress and loss our spirit and our self confidence.
However, when we are in the situation that our supervisor show a proud for us because we have argue some good opinions. Our reaction would be positive, feeling that we've produced good thinking, feeling we've learnt more, and we would have more self esteem...

When u resume the scenario above. that feeling it's situational or dependent. in my opinion that feeling is normal, and for my current condition i still have that kind of feeling.
I think that we could improve that feeling and trying be confidence in all circumstances...don't lose ur spirit and still keep learn more from anythings and anywhere...

--wawan--
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